25 more days...

25 more days until we get our meeting about the possibility of having two rays of sunshine in our house. 25 more days to make one more step in this long process. 25 more days of thinking about them, wanting to know more about them. 25 more days of wondering what they are doing and if they know that we are thinking about them.

It seems like the long journey has just begun, and it's going to be a very long one for sure!

Each day I think of more and more ways our lives are going to be forever full. It warms my heart, gets me excited and anxious. The smallest things make me think of the wonderfulness of having M&S in our lives. I really can't wait. I want to be a mom so bad. I want to see Sean be a dad even more. Even though these will not be our biological children, they will always be considered 'ours' once we have them.

There was a little update that I discovered this weekend. M&S are listed on a website, which was updated with this message:

This makes me happy! Very happy!